How it all Began ......I had girlfriends before we met. Even my maid of honour at our wedding was my lady lover. That was at the start. Then married life happened, and the worship of my husband’s cock began. Maybe I tried to convince myself that because I loved his cock so much, that I was only into men…But things changed. Gradually images of beautiful women began entering my mind viscerally as I fucked or touched myself. I could almost taste and touch women against me, feeling their sex with every passing breath. I remembered all the tastes and textures of every women I had been with years before. I started to hide. I was scared that my husband would feel rejected or hurt, that he would enforce a line one way or the other. An "inbetweener" like me, feared that he wouldn't understand the truth of my sexuality, that he wouldn't believe that as much as I craved cock, I also craved the touch and taste of a woman.
Last year, I stopped hiding. I told him. He smiled. He always knew. How could he not, with years of Tantric Teaching behind us. He celebrates my bisexuality and a new era of openness and exploration has begun. This is what this diary is all about. It’s called My Delphian Diary after the Priestesses of Delphi. They were ambiguous in their sexual identities and transmuted deeper truths through sensual and sexual acts. Over time, the term Delphian has become synonymous with secretive. This is my secret life.